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I was very much a basket case this week. From unknown reasons I could not lift my spirit up and make some wise decisions. I forgot appointments, I mixed up activities, I could not make up my mind and much more.

2 days ago, I decided it’s time to call some friends who are on the same path with me, and have a heart to heart talk. I called my dear friend Marita who has done several seminars with me. Marita is a true inspiration for me, she has taken herself to a totally new level of consciousness.

I shares with Marita that for few weeks now, I have been trying to figure out a way to combine my coaching with my art. I have been trying so hard to find the perfect way to combine it all into one big happy business.

I was not successful.

Marita, after listening to me said “when you are not letting go, you are blocking the energies and a blockage is being created. Let go, let it flow and things will happen for you”

Letting go is one of the simplest concepts but the hardest to do! I decided to try. I am letting go, I am letting life open up new possibilities for me, trusting that there is a direction in which I should go.

I must say, that today, only 2 days after we talked and some work on my mindset, things are starting to shift. I feel I have a calling to help moms in their journey, I know I have learned a lot and it is my duty to share it with them


I can also see how I am back into art, it is all coming together as if everything was just waiting for me to finally let go.

Let go, let the energy flow and feel how your life is taking it’s course to a new adventure!

All my love, Relli

I found myself in the last few days to be very edgy. I get upset very fast, I do not take the time to listen before I snap, jump to conclusions or get mad.

Well, yesterday I got my period, so that explains a lot about my mood, but I am really trying to figure out what the heck is going on with me.

I have my regular checking methods to see what is going on…

Here they are :

Am I hungry?

Am I tired?

Do I need some sugar?

Am I over schedule?

Do I get along with my spouse?

Did I have a fight with someone this morning…

After I answer these, and I still can not figure it out, the next MOST IMPORTANT step is coming….

I need to remove myself from the house, and take some time to myself.

This is what I did yesterday. I realized being upset does not serve me or anyone else in the house. It only creates tension.

So, at 4:00pm I took myself out to the coffee shop, and set down with a pen and a notebook.

I started to write. I did not try to force myself to write something specific, I just started to write down my thoughts. It’s that simple. As time passed and I got my anger transfer from my head to my journal, my feeling started to shift. I could feel how I am getting tired. It seems like I put so much energy on being angry that after I had no energies left.

I remember feeling like this after Breakthrough Seminar with Barbara De Angelis. I was simply crashed, exhausted from the amount of emotions that came out of me. I was letting go.

Letting go is SIMPLE but it not so easy.

Yesterday, as I was writing, I was able to reflect, release, and look at what is.

I came home after 3.5 hours, feeling much better. I was not all bouncy and happy, but I was definitely in a different place, I was shifting.

When you feel like nothing works, try to take your thoughts and put then on paper. You will be amazed with the results.


Every time my daughter pen her mouth to talk, my oldest son says :” Are you always talking so much?”

so, one day we went to my friend and she showed the kids this video !

We all had a good laugh 🙂
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